Good God that looks so morbid.
*ahem* I am doing so much better than I have in the past years it's unbelievable. It just goes to show all emotions are relative. Put it this way, this time last year I was barely coping with the help of therapy and antidepressants (AND smoking AND way too much food) now I'm doing pretty damn good with the occasional cigarette and no extraneous drugs. Unless you count pearl tea.