Hrm. I think this will describe it best, I wrote it in my hardcopy journal/scribblings book a couple days ago:
This is all very new to me. I'm not used to someone who makes no demands. I'm not used to someone who doesn't pry or probe for the gory details. It might be easier if he asked more questions, but then he wouldn't be him.
Get used to it girl, this whole trust thing: it doesn't always have to end up broken. Stop waiting for the sting, or you'll end up making it for yourself.