*sigh*

I suppose I should be happy that I've made progress. It doesn't feel like progress to "only" break down every once in a while. Nor does every few days really feel like every once in a while, but it IS better than constant mindless panic.

It really is. Honest Guv.

I'm impatient, I want to be happy all the time, and I want it NOW. But no-one gets to have that, not really. And the strange thing is that even as I weep, I know deep down that I am happy in this life now.

~Asher-Rose the pensive (but optimistic) faerie